Today I went to the doctor and talked about my depression and how Paxil isn't working anymore..so she prescribed a new medicine, Wellbutrin. She said it helps motivate people which I definitely need. Of course I have to wean off Paxil first so it'll be a couple weeks before I start Wellbutrin. I want to get a counselor too at the Behavioral Health Center but they never call me back..it might be better to go in person. Hopefully the Wellbutrin will help..I'm a bit concerned about the risk of seizures though..

How did it take me so long to finally read Game of Thrones? It's quite awesome and addictive to read haha. I can't wait to finally see the TV show too!

( 147. Pants )

Would you rather for the rest of your life, eat your least favorite foods hygienically prepared or eat your favorite foods prepared in risky circumstances? Hmm..the first one

Today's trivia: A cork can escape a bottle of sparkling wine at 38-40 mph

Lately I've been really tired..I'm always thinking about when I'll sleep next and take naps when I can. I've also felt annoyed and grouchy about things that I'd normally brush off. I want to snap at everyone. I don't of course, but I hate it and it's not like me. Today I went to the doctor (a new one since Dr. Werle went somewhere else) since I had no refills of Paxil left..she said depression causes tiredness like that..your body like slows down or something. Makes sense..my mind feels fuzzy and I do feel like I move slower than everyone else. She upped my dosage of Paxil..I'm on a low dose and maybe it's not working anymore. I hope it helps..I feel like I've complained more on here too..I don't like that. Depression is evil :(

Has anyone listened to Luca Turilli's Rhapsody? I really don't like it..I HATE the singer. His voice is really high and annoying. I couldn't even get through all the songs cause of him. There is one I like, which is Dark Fate of Atlantis..so catchy. The split up was such a bad decision..

Pumpkin is lost. :( She was missing on Sunday and when dad picked me up for school today he said she was still missing. We went to the animal shelter but she wasn't there. Wow..I wonder what happened. I hope she's ok..

( 27. Foreign )

Would you rather be a 12 year old still in third grade who's liked by classmates and teachers and a 12 year old in college who's considered a total freak? Maybe the first one

Today's trivia: The national symbol of Wales is the leek