Lately I've been really tired..I'm always thinking about when I'll sleep next and take naps when I can. I've also felt annoyed and grouchy about things that I'd normally brush off. I want to snap at everyone. I don't of course, but I hate it and it's not like me. Today I went to the doctor (a new one since Dr. Werle went somewhere else) since I had no refills of Paxil left..she said depression causes tiredness like that..your body like slows down or something. Makes sense..my mind feels fuzzy and I do feel like I move slower than everyone else. She upped my dosage of Paxil..I'm on a low dose and maybe it's not working anymore. I hope it helps..I feel like I've complained more on here too..I don't like that. Depression is evil :(

Has anyone listened to Luca Turilli's Rhapsody? I really don't like it..I HATE the singer. His voice is really high and annoying. I couldn't even get through all the songs cause of him. There is one I like, which is Dark Fate of Atlantis..so catchy. The split up was such a bad decision..

Pumpkin is lost. :( She was missing on Sunday and when dad picked me up for school today he said she was still missing. We went to the animal shelter but she wasn't there. Wow..I wonder what happened. I hope she's ok..

( 27. Foreign )

Would you rather be a 12 year old still in third grade who's liked by classmates and teachers and a 12 year old in college who's considered a total freak? Maybe the first one

Today's trivia: The national symbol of Wales is the leek

OMG WANT. What an "ultra bombastic" birthday present heh. Maybe the split was good after all..Luca will be even more awesome ;)

Note to self..unless I want to see the aurora don't wish for clear skies in winter..cause now it's clear and -17. They're saying it's gonna warm up by Thanksgiving but after get even colder than it is now. Joy

( Day 137- A picture of you and your mailbox )

Would you rather burst a huge bubble all over your face and then have to pick the gum all off, little by little or pick dried super glue off your fingers after spilling a whole tube of it on your hands? The glue! I LOVED picking it off my fingers in school haha

Today's trivia: Native Americans never actually ate turkey. Killing such a timid bird was thought to indicate laziness