Remember the loner guy I talked about the other day? I've been afraid and shy to talk to him since then so I asked (tech theater) Emily to help (she has the same lunch as me) and she said she would (she'd let him sit at her table) and so we met up at lunch and went over to the guy and she made the motion to get up and said "you..up..now" and kept saying stuff like that and I'm thinking "nooooo that's not the right thing to do!!" The guy said he wanted to stay where he was and Emily STILL insisted..why couldn't Emily just have sat at the table with him?? She looked at me and was like "say something!" and I was standing there being all nervous and scared. Then she touched me on the shoulder, said "have fun!" and left. Thanks a lot Emily for embarassing me and abandoning me. I sat down and talked to him anyway..his name's Colin. Then Andrea came and she talked to him too (Latin Emily was gone on a trip). I was eating my food and hardly tasting it at all cause I was all "whoaaaa scary social situation"..weird haha. Andrea wondered why I was scared and Emily said I should grow up (she said she was kidding, but still!). I can't help it...but I got the impression Colin would rather sit by himself cause it's his time to do what he wants or something..but he didn't push us away either...life is so confusing! Haha

Friday five:
My life would not be the same without this...
1. song/movie/book: "Battlefield"-Blind Guardian/POTO/*shrugs*
2. person: Kathryn
3. place: Texas
4. event: Seeing POTO and then Kathryn making a survey on Bzoink (her profile has a pic of Erik)
5. self indulgence: The Internet

Today's Latin: mea mihi conscientia pluris est quam omnium sermo (my own concience is more to me than what the world says)