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[glacier_kitty]

Kathryn and I are taking a break from talking on IM for awhile. We're gonna still read each other's LJs and leave comments though. I treated her badly in the past..she told me the absolute truth about it..it sounded like what happened with Amanda. Man how could I be such a bad person? But she forgave me when I apologized..and she apologized for hurting me..it almost made me cry! And to everyone else I've annoyed/hurt, I hope you can forgive me too. All this started with a conversation with Dana..I wasn't totally truthful in it though. I wanna be a good person again..but I can't let my past haunt me. I can't change it and I'm different now..it'll make me guitly, depressed, etc if I dwell on it. Dana..please help me to never let this happen to us..don't let me control you..I think you should be able to say what you want to me and even curse. I'm NOT messing up another friendship again (but of course we could disagree with each other and maybe fight but that's somewhat normal). Why do I usually have to learn my lessons the hard way?

Today's Latin: odor lucri (the smell of money)

Comments

[glacier-kitty.livejournal.com]

I learned from you going out with him too..I may still have been careful but you may have strengthened it..I didn't wanna tell you this when you were going out but he didn't seem to be understanding of you and controlled you too..

[opera-lover-44.livejournal.com]

Ooooh yes he did. He was terrible and I will always be angry at him...he won't ever grow up or change, I know it. After I broke up with him I waited a year before going out with Gregg...and he accused me of cheating on him and leaving him for Gregg. I told him why I left him and I told him how much of a jerk he is but it went STRAIGHT through his ears. Beh lol whatever...it's in the past and I just set it all aside and took the important lessons from it and moved on

[glacier-kitty.livejournal.com]

He accused you of cheating on him after you broke up? That's messed up lol

[opera-lover-44.livejournal.com]

yeah lol well...he's messed up and hopefully he'll never get with another girl in his life and live convinced he's still in love with me so he won't mess up some other girl's life lol