glacier_kitty

Kathryn and I are taking a break from talking on IM for awhile. We're gonna still read each other's LJs and leave comments though. I treated her badly in the past..she told me the absolute truth about it..it sounded like what happened with Amanda. Man how could I be such a bad person? But she forgave me when I apologized..and she apologized for hurting me..it almost made me cry! And to everyone else I've annoyed/hurt, I hope you can forgive me too. All this started with a conversation with Dana..I wasn't totally truthful in it though. I wanna be a good person again..but I can't let my past haunt me. I can't change it and I'm different now..it'll make me guitly, depressed, etc if I dwell on it. Dana..please help me to never let this happen to us..don't let me control you..I think you should be able to say what you want to me and even curse. I'm NOT messing up another friendship again (but of course we could disagree with each other and maybe fight but that's somewhat normal). Why do I usually have to learn my lessons the hard way?

Today's Latin: odor lucri (the smell of money)