*shudders*

Last night was really bad...

I know one of those guys from my school who was vandalizing things...he used to make fun of me cause I liked trees

I feel...I can't be anyone's friend anymore...I don't wanna be anymore...am I destined to be alone? Why do I deserve friends? I'm too selfish anyway but can't see it. Kathryn...hurt me...a lot last night...I don't feel I can hang on to the friendship...I don't feel like I can depend on her. Can I depend on anyone besides God? Is God my only friend? Help me someone...

Today's Latin: musica delenit bestiam feram (music soothes the savage beast)

"Let the four winds blow, the tempest come. Let the seas run high till the battle's won, let the cannons roar"--"English Man O' War," Saxon