Worst medicine ever
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glacier_kittyThank you so much for your support on my last entry. <3 I've already started moving stuff back to where I want it. I would honestly rather it look somewhat messy than impeccably clean. Dad will never understand..he'll just have to deal with it though..
So last night I couldn't handle the side effects from Wellbutrin anymore..I felt SUPER shaky, jittery, anxious, etc. Scary. Even though mom was over earlier after my breakdown I called her again and we went to the hospital. They talked to me and took my vitals..my heart was a little fast and my temp was 97 something (no wonder I felt so cold..). Of course the hospital can't change meds or whatever but they did say to stop taking Wellbutrin till I could see the doctor. They gave me Ativan to help with the anxiety. It was so nice..the jitteryness went away and just felt calmer. I stayed the night at mom's house..I didn't feel suicidal but I still didn't feel safe being by myself. This morning I went to the doctor and she was like "yeahhh, throw away that stuff!" Haha. Since I seemed to be doing so well on the low dose of Paxil she prescribed that again. She took my temp and it was back up to 98! Crazyy. I hope I can get that happiness/normalcy back. I do feel better after eating something but I still feel like I'm getting shocked though. I'm just so glad I'm not super jittery anymore. People keep telling me Wellbutrin is an "energetic" type of medicine. I'm already naturally anxious so that was NOT a good combination. Worst medicine ever. I hope the low dose of Paxil helps or I'll have to try something else D: (I can't go any higher on it or I'll get tired and just meh..there needs to be something in between! Haha). I feel like such a disaster now :P
I'll have to take a pic next time I see the moon..
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Life
101. Youth
103. Content
104. Change
105. Dreams
106. Pessimistic
107. Pirate
108. Novel
109. Doom
110. Garden
111. Sadness
112. Confusion
113. Freedom
114. Inevitable
115. Idle
116. Vampires
117. Convention
118. Roleplaying
119. Skull
120. Pain
121. Joy
122. Time
123. Warmth
124. Voodoo
125. Insomnia
126. Solitude
127. Zombies
128. Heaven
129. Evil
130. Weary
131. Candyland
132. Robot
133. Old-school
134. Patriotism
135. Flight
136. Movie
137. What if...
138. Batman
139. Dance
140. Oh, REALLY???
141. Play
142. Uh-oh...
143. Duel
144. Coldness
145. Caption
146. Photo
147. Pants
148. Red
149. Fiesta
150. Percent
151. Cute
152. Playfulness
153. Stress
154. Froof
155. Mutation
156. Skeleton
157. Rock
158. Lies
159. Ninja
160. Message
161. Bugs
162. Effort
163. Band-aid
164. Weird
165. Imaginary
166. Fly Me to the Moon...
167. Discovery
168. What?
169. Adhesive
170. Underworld
171. tropical
172. magic
173. Random
174. Video Game
175. Crisis
176. Insanity
177. Ice
178. Working Hard
179. Hardly Working
180. Sandwich
181. Clone
182. Clumsy
183. Keyboard
184. Hope
185. Song
186. Surprise
187. Cursed
188. Awesomeness
189. hate
190. Fire
191. Orange
192. Love
193. Annoyance
194. Misunderstanding
195. Fantasy
196. Puppy
197. Lost
198. Pie
199. Fate
200. Death
Would you rather lick all the bugs off an 18-wheeler's radiator after a long haul or suck on frozen dog poop for 30 seconds? Eww!
Today's trivia: Thursday is from thorsdaeg, after the Norse god of thunder, Thor
So last night I couldn't handle the side effects from Wellbutrin anymore..I felt SUPER shaky, jittery, anxious, etc. Scary. Even though mom was over earlier after my breakdown I called her again and we went to the hospital. They talked to me and took my vitals..my heart was a little fast and my temp was 97 something (no wonder I felt so cold..). Of course the hospital can't change meds or whatever but they did say to stop taking Wellbutrin till I could see the doctor. They gave me Ativan to help with the anxiety. It was so nice..the jitteryness went away and just felt calmer. I stayed the night at mom's house..I didn't feel suicidal but I still didn't feel safe being by myself. This morning I went to the doctor and she was like "yeahhh, throw away that stuff!" Haha. Since I seemed to be doing so well on the low dose of Paxil she prescribed that again. She took my temp and it was back up to 98! Crazyy. I hope I can get that happiness/normalcy back. I do feel better after eating something but I still feel like I'm getting shocked though. I'm just so glad I'm not super jittery anymore. People keep telling me Wellbutrin is an "energetic" type of medicine. I'm already naturally anxious so that was NOT a good combination. Worst medicine ever. I hope the low dose of Paxil helps or I'll have to try something else D: (I can't go any higher on it or I'll get tired and just meh..there needs to be something in between! Haha). I feel like such a disaster now :P
I'll have to take a pic next time I see the moon..
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Life
101. Youth
103. Content
104. Change
105. Dreams
106. Pessimistic
107. Pirate
108. Novel
109. Doom
110. Garden
111. Sadness
112. Confusion
113. Freedom
114. Inevitable
115. Idle
116. Vampires
117. Convention
118. Roleplaying
119. Skull
120. Pain
121. Joy
122. Time
123. Warmth
124. Voodoo
125. Insomnia
126. Solitude
127. Zombies
128. Heaven
129. Evil
130. Weary
131. Candyland
132. Robot
133. Old-school
134. Patriotism
135. Flight
136. Movie
137. What if...
138. Batman
139. Dance
140. Oh, REALLY???
141. Play
142. Uh-oh...
143. Duel
144. Coldness
145. Caption
146. Photo
147. Pants
148. Red
149. Fiesta
150. Percent
151. Cute
152. Playfulness
153. Stress
154. Froof
155. Mutation
156. Skeleton
157. Rock
158. Lies
159. Ninja
160. Message
161. Bugs
162. Effort
163. Band-aid
164. Weird
165. Imaginary
166. Fly Me to the Moon...
167. Discovery
168. What?
169. Adhesive
170. Underworld
171. tropical
172. magic
173. Random
174. Video Game
175. Crisis
176. Insanity
177. Ice
178. Working Hard
179. Hardly Working
180. Sandwich
181. Clone
182. Clumsy
183. Keyboard
184. Hope
185. Song
186. Surprise
187. Cursed
188. Awesomeness
189. hate
190. Fire
191. Orange
192. Love
193. Annoyance
194. Misunderstanding
195. Fantasy
196. Puppy
197. Lost
198. Pie
199. Fate
200. Death
Would you rather lick all the bugs off an 18-wheeler's radiator after a long haul or suck on frozen dog poop for 30 seconds? Eww!
Today's trivia: Thursday is from thorsdaeg, after the Norse god of thunder, Thor
